Master Cleanse -Day 2

Its so hard! I woke up today surprisingly fine and  with a sufficient amount of energy. Unfortunatly I left my lemonade at home while at work ,so for 3 hrs I was drinking  plain water...ughhh. Once home I drank my lemonade and just a warning you will pee..ALOT! I was feeling super hungry and just kept thinking about quitting so to get my mind off the fact that I wasn't eating solids I  went shopping with the roommate and then came home and got rid of all my snacks, it was hard but it definitely had to be done. I just had my laxative tea and i'm feeling fine and ready for tommorow. Its been hard but I've already lost 4 lbs  between yesterday and today so I know its working. Staying strong and keeping to it. There wasn't any bug hurtle today so all in all today was pretty smooth. Anyways good night and keep on SMILING!!

Master Cleanse

Day 1-

I've been researching and reading about this famous lemonade diet for about months before I finally grew the **** to try it. This is my first time on the diet and for people who are thinking about it and want a play by play of a little indication of what you might go through I want to record my experience by a day to day publishing. Some people on average with the normal 7-10 day cleanse lose from 10-20 lbs. I hope to at least lose 10lbs right in time for Spring Break.So far so good when it comes to the diet I've downloaded an app to help with the day to day struggle and to chart my changes(master cleanse) the lemonade is alright a little spicy sometimes if i let it sit for a bit(the cayenne pepper) I made enough for the whole day so I periodically shake so the drink doesn't get spicy. Im not hungry but I do want food, but thats mostly because I know I cant have it and I have a habit of eating junk 24/7 hence the cleanse.lol. My roommate and I are doing it together and with half of the day up I feel fine. I know from research day 2 and 3 are the hardest so I'm bracing myself.Trying to stay strong and get through it to get a little bit close to a leaner, better, healthier, me..and that makes me SMILE!



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.....I DONT LIKE PEOPLE...AT ALL....

Not trying to be cynical or anything but honestly people sometimes can be so stupid and truly annoying. Let me vent for a little okay! First off I have a ;lets call her a "friend" that recently found out she was pregnant. well instead of coming to terms with it herself and with her family she decides to drop hints of her current condition via Facebook  Liking Gerber and posting statuses mentioning how she didn't know how her sister handled this for 9 months and so on. she decided to then post her first ultrasound picture of her baby via Facebook to share with 500 of her closest Facebook friends -_- like I just don't get it! Then on the other hand I have friends rushing and getting engaged and what not ,like seriously!!! we're getting married to people we've only known for 6 month?! STOP! No my roommate who  do love , really I do but sometimes! this girl locks herself out the house ,which I fully sympathize with her seeing I've done it a few times already but then after I guess she was ringing and knocking on the door for awhile I answer and she exclaims "about time! I feel for her seeing she explained she was outside was a good 15 min . While rushing upstairs to return to my homework she screams after me"Girl you deaf" ?!SAYYYYY WAHHHHH! NO SHE DIDN'T !! I turned around and yelled back "Girl, don't yell at me  cause YOU locked yourself out "!the position my room is in I honestly cant hear if the bell rings and even if so don't get mad at me for your mistake?! UGHHHH honestly I have no patience and slowly i'm realizing that as bad as it sounds I truly wish more people thought like me cause sometimes the stupidity man...I guess that's America. Well at least I have friends that think like me so i'm not totally crazy...that make me SMILE.

Law School?

This is going to be a very short post. Last night at my Pre-Law fraternity meeting(Phi Alpha Delta) we had a speaker come in. The wonderful Circuit judge elect Josephina Tomayo came in and gave a very enlightening speech about her experience and journey to where she is today. Though her speech of  her Hispanic heritage and coming to this country and working hard  was inspirational and full of humor the one thing that stuck was her opening. she asked a very simple question, Why do you want to be a lawyer? Though it should be a question easy to answer, for me its honestly not. ever since I could remember I've wanted to be a lawyer  as a child maybe I could have come up with numerous reasons but in the point i'm at in my life right now I don't think I could come up with a really good answer. How do you go almost your whole life telling people that your going to do something with your life and at the most important point in your life to make this goal come true you have doubts.I don't know if i'm scared, worried i'll hate it or what but I've never thought of a plan B. sometimes I really want to scream at the top of my lungs .."GOD tell me what i'm supposed to do"! cause honestly i'm lost.who knows maybe i'll end up in law school, or maybe chasing a new dream, its weird to be me and have always had a plan for my life and at a crossroads not knowing whats ahead. I guess thats part of the ride huh? well after much thought and struggle I realized my answer. I  remembered that little girl full of joy and happiness telling people shes going to be a lawyer one day, not because she thought she would live in some fancy house or drive a nice car or even have money but because to her lawyers were helpers. they helped people who needed it and was their voice when it came to the law and doing the right thing. I find complete joy in helping people it makes me feel i guess important in some way.Becoming isnt my childhood dream its , because I don't believe dreams come true that's why they are called dreams. your goal may start out as a dream but sooner or later you come to the conclusion you cant live your life no taking part in it so its becomes a goal or the ribbon at the end of the finish line that you  have to get to and becoming a lawyer someday is a goal I got lost in but not know for sure its what I have to do because I need to have a voice, like I've always had whether it was through an instrument or singing I have to do it. with that.........All I have left to do is SMILE.

Michelle Obama for President!!!

Okay so with the Presidential election around the corner everyone has one been feeling very patriotic and two emotional about their opinions on our country, the sate its in , and the party they are apart of. Now with me being a Political Science Major this is like the best time of year. Now I am registered as a Democrat but I truly see myself as an independent.the other day I had a heated "debate" with a girl who absolutely clearly knew nothing about politics and wanted to voice her opinion  on the matter. let me set up the scene for you. I work at the Alumni center at my school as a receptionist so i'm behind a big glossy cherry wood desk minding my own business when another worker my age come by. we talk every so often and she's a nice girl. I don't know if she just watched some kind of political movie, registered to vote, or just finished a two hour re run of Law and Order but all the girl wanted to talk about was politics. Well me being me I decided to amuse the girl. She starts off by asking me if i'm into politics( uh i'm a polysci major so duh!) and what party i'm apart of . I respond with telling her i'm a Democrat, he reply of course so your voting for Obama( i took it as all black people are democrats and will vote for Obama). I'm already irritated my skin color has no affiliation with my party or who I will vote for. she goes on to say that in her opinion Obama has done nothing in the past four years. NOW IM HEATED!!! Its one thing to be an educated voter and not  favor Obamas policies or the direction he wants to go with the country its another thing to obviously know nothing at all and say he has done nothing. What do you think he was doing the last 4 years ?! Chillin in  the Oval office playing tic-tac-toe?! NO! He was too busy enacting the dream act, letting college students like me stay on our parents health insurance till we're 26( lifesaver!), saved the auto industry, repeal of the don't ask don't tell, pushing for pell grants( again life saver!) and no the latest standing up for women's rights! this girl sat there looking like a deer in the headlights, i guess she thought I didn't know anything I proceeded to tell her no offense but  if you want to fight with a poly sci major on politics don't use Fox news as your study guide..... you will always lose! she went on to explain well she'll never agree with dempocrats because shes a die hard Conservative....WHAT DOES  THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING! people being a liberal or conservative has nothing to do with your political party they are two different things. you can be a conservative and be democratic . research !  so after this fight and multiple facebook posts I was clearly on the Obama bandwagon. fast forward a few weeks later MICHELLE OBAMA COMES TO TALLY!  im dying on the inside she is my idol, she is the person I hope to emulate later in life. so I got my ticket and stood in line for 2 hrs to see her.

Me standing in line with my ticket ...woot woot!

Even after getting poured on I still waited cause I knew it would be worth it!

When Mrs. Obama came out and the stadium erupted in cheering and applause it was unlike anything ive ever experienced . her speech made me laugh, tear up, nod in agreement as I compared what she was saying in my life. honestly she inspired me to get a law degree but maybe get into campaigning and do all the behind the scenes stuff.her fire when screaming that no man should tell a woman what to do with her body made me stand up and cheer like never before. It was such an exhilarating experience that I will never take back.so now the question is when is Michelle running for prez?! LOL. anyways this time of year when politics is a cool topic and everyone is fighting honeslty is my favirate time and to see what happens in just a couple of months will be exciting.I can't wait but until then all I will do it....yep you guessed it.... SMILE :)

Back to School!!!

I HAVE SURVIVED MY FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL!!!!!  this week was filled with craziness. my books alone costed a little over $300 and I haven't event paid for classes yet or anything, college is crazy expensive its not even funny. Anyways let me give you the rundown, so far I have a crazy crush on my french instructor who also happens to be Canadian :b  also in my french class is a super cute English boy from Britain with a sexy accent to match , so basically i'm dealing with the United Nations in that class. then my two anthropology classes seem so interesting and fun i'm so excited to see what they both will enlighten me with this Fall. I'm also taking an online web design class (basically my filler) who knows maybe i'll actually learn something, MAYBE. Okay now to the class that will be the death of me............*drum roll* Law and Society ughhhhh just typing it makes me antsy. This class is going to take everything I have to pass but i'm up for the challenge(nothing can be harder than accounting). I also started my first week working at the Alumni Center and that's interesting... what can I say its work. but on a better note the first fall football game is tomorrow, GO NOLES!!! and its a 3-day weekend(happy labor day, AND financial aid drops Tuesday.. TRIPLE BAM! so there are better times ahead.so now on a Friday evening   getting ready for roomie dinner night, brownies baking, and sipping on a glass of wine makes me.... you guessed it.... SMILE!

Can this day get any worse...?!

When I awoke this past Saturday morning I had so much excitement and energy because I was heading back to my home away from home, Florida State University* enter fight song and Seminole chop here*.
Well not even outside of Palm Beach and 45 min later the weirdest thing happened. My car starts making this grunting noise and shaking and i slow down to  a stop keeping  as much control of the wheel as possible. Turns out my tire completely popped out and all that was left was the rim. so obviously my mother  who was driving behind me comes frantically saying how bad this could have been and and how I did a good job. about 30 min later  and after AAA came to the rescue we were back on the road Tallahassee bound. 
Nothing was going to stop me from making it to my destination.  well 2 hours outside of Tallahassee I call a guy I found  on craigslist the night before ,selling his dresser, to give him the heads up I was almost home and was ready to meet him for the transaction cosidering my place is totally unfurnished. well once in Tallahassee and unpacked I call the guys to meet up and he extends the meeting time . This  continues to happen all day , us playing phone tag and him not being able to meet up that second. so after driving 7 hrs and all day around Tally looking for nightstands and dressers we come home with one nightstand and still waiting for my bed. you know what happened? the guy ignores my call and never shows up , so on my first night back Im officially bed-less.  so my family decide to stay in a hotel that night and one our way  my sister finds out her car battery wont start du to my mother leaving the light on. REALLY!!! I couldnt believe this was happening. so i drove halfway to the hotel to drop them off while waiting for AAA again . turns out I had to turn around cause for the first time ever they actually showed up earlier than expected. on my way back , im not joking like a move I say to myself can this day get any worse....want to know what happened?! IT STARTED TO RAIN......RAIN!!!  I couldn't believe how my day turned out. but even in my worst moments I was grateful that at least I was alive and well that day and that makes me smile   lets be real I wasn't smiling that day lol but hopefully in the days to come I will lol.